What is more dramatic?
Most of the times my thoughts are more dramatic than the events that happen in my life. My anticipation of the way events turn out are always way too dramatic than the outcome of the event when it happens. This is true for events/thoughts with negative as well as positive connotations. Especially the ones with negative connotations, the outcome is a mole hill as compared to the mountain it was in my thoughts. Makes me feel as if the preceeding thoughts are more stressful than the event. So where do these thoughts come from? Sometimes I feel they come from Hindi movies, because no where else do the outcome of events assume such dramatic proportions. It ought to have been the impressions I developed as a kid watching Hindi movies. I am not saying all Hindi movies are as dramatic, but it looks like when it came to creating impressions and patterns in my mind the dramatic ones seem to have done the job. Of lately though I have been feeling like laughing at the drama that happens in my head. I mean I dont need a dvd player/tv etc. this whole thing is happening in my own private screening movie theater. No tickets even in black for seats to this show. Sometimes I wonder what is reality, that which I see happening or that which goes on in my head? Is what I am watching just a dream in between the dramatic reality happening in my head? Human mind is the most fascinating thing, the way it tricks you into beleiving things which are not is just amazing. At the same time, a balanced one is the best lens for perception. Things which cannot be logically deduced come up so intuitely in the mind and brings forth the most awe inspiring of creations. Truely the human mind is something to wonder about.